2 posts tagged “panda”

so i shall update lol.

this weekend was rather eventful. maaaan, riverside is sooo hot compared to los angeles. i love home. ahahaha i love the blue skies, and i love the glendale breezies. heehehe..

sooooo organic chemistry was a lot better than i thought it would be. then again, i only got through the first third of it, which is all the basic stuff. lol, but if i study harder, maybe it`ll get easier? ahahha.

well, hmmmm...i got to see so many people this weekend. it was an amazing weekend. i got to hang out with some of the irvine ladies, and i had a surprise encounter with my favorite couple from irrrvinneee (: aaaahahahah loves it.

and i get random phone calls from kristine about her adventures in new york. (: makes meee smile! love hearing that my friends are having a good time this summer. i cant wait til i get off summer schoool so i can really REALLY live it up.

not only that but i got to see my cousins (: weeeeeeeeee. i <3 my cousins. they got my back fsho. and i looove love love LOVE it. LOL.

oh man, but as amazing weekend that was, i had the most amazing conversation with krystle diane. i love kool krystle. i dont know, but we just get each other so easily. i can pour my heart out, and its like, she understands me, because we go through similar things.

i am so thankful for the friends i have. even though we all go to different schools, its amazing how they still come around and just check on how i am, and it means a lot. even on my birthday, when i was stuck in riverside, they were there making the phonecalls, making me happy on a seemingly blaaah day.

but krystle. oh man, she opened my eyes to sooo many things about my life. and how life isnt perfect. how we cant always be happy, and that we need to learn from our mistakes to grow up. she also showed me that the people we meet really do play a role in our life, no matter how minimal.

so i just had this revelation. i can't ask for more than what i already have.  i am already blessed with an amazingly supportive family, and i have friends who really do have my back. i cant be greedy and want more with life, because maybe, it's not my turn yet. i can't ask for perfection, because ... life isnt perfect. just be grateful for what i have.

she also taught me that its okay to complain, because we are not perfect. just as long we dont make the same mistake over and over again. we have to learn from everything, and become a stronger person.

and i am stronger person, ultimately. and that's all the matters.

maaan krystle and i ... we share that UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. can't ask for more than that. seriously. ugh, i love it.

rest in peace, joel ... you WON'T be FORGOTTEN<3

so basically, i went to the best high school ever. i mean, that's where i became ME. that's what made me who i am, and i like me, so duuuhh. ahahah i sound so conceited, but that's not my intent. if you never went to IH, you wouldnt understand how wonderful that place is. immac is where anyone can be themselves and you won't be shot down. its a place where WOMEN are respected, and are welcome to debate anything. its a place where girls turn into intellectuals about modern society, old government systems, the wonderful complexities of the mathematical world, and oh ... about relationships ;]. its a place where i learned to pick myself up after i have been squashed down. its a place where girls rule, and although guys are nice to look at, we know that aboyfriend is not a necessity to be happy.

i have made friends there with people i will never ever forget. all 132 of my classmates all made an impression on me. and i will never forget all of their names. also the underclassladies who i have come to love to watch grow.

it disappointed me that i couldnt make it to the hollywood bowl this year. its been exactly a year since that night, and it

was possibly the most memorable moments ever. graduating from the bowl.... jeez. i love that place. i wish i could go back, but you just gotta learnto grow. learn how to embrace change. without embracing change, i wouldnt have met the wonderful people i have met since i graduated. but i will never forget immac and what it has done for me. i loved every moment i lived there - good or bad. from the volleyball games against marymount / nda, to the mary's day celebrations, the celebration of fattiness as everyone shared their food, to the last bonfire. duuude, it's amazing how tightknit and wonderful immac is. the support my sisters give me. thank you for being in my past, i wont forget you class of 2006.

thank you UCR for helping me appreciate IH more, and bringing me my new friends that ihave made. thank you immac for keeping that ones that i already have.

dude i am so thankful right now. thank you for listening rant about my high school. you must be annoyed by now.

so yah. this still makes me laugh, and right now, it's being passed along myspace bulletins again, just like a year ago<3

you know you are an immacer when

- you have a pair of penny loafers in your locker that you only wear on wednesdays for formal dress
- you feel free to yell about female parts to your friends all the away across the hall and not care who hears you
- you ask anyone what day it is and you get a number in response
- somewhere someone is having a douche fight
- every year you wish the walk money goes toward the "get an escalator/elevator up to the caf" fund
- hearing something called "the baker's dozen" is extremely exciting and worthy of screaming about
- you have a designated day where the whole school does a choreographed dance around Mary and think its fun
- you graduate at the hollywood bowl
- you park your car on the school softball field
- when you think of cows you think of the art teacher
- you walk into the library the day your big paper is due, and half your class is there complaining and making up lies about why they couldnt do it
- you see that everything from the school is decorated with a bazillion hearts and unnecessarily laminated [ms. gedeon]
- your navy blue sweater is either ripped up at the ends of your sleeve or at teh elbow, and you never bother to buy a new one.
- when you`re walking from 2nd period to section and you`re praying that its someone's birthday so that you can get the donuts (gooo fattiessss)
- you have mastered the art of distracting the english teachers and ask them about their lives which can take up the whole period
- kairos is AMAZING. live the fourth yoo
- you get to ring a junior and walk the aisle and then plan a whole afternoon of fun sisterly funn!
- your classmates laugh at you and make fun of you for something, but you always just laugh with them, NEVER feeling ashamed [ms. gedeon]
- you can pass gas from both ends and no one cares
- you complain about the mascot being the panda but deep down, you know we're just like pandas. we like to eat, play, sleep and we're cute!
- you have samantha jade`s autograph
- you have nightmares about playing tug of war (because of .... )
- you watch the tyra banks show / america's next top model and you always tell the person next to you "she went to my high school. class of 1991" like she's one of your closest friends [rachel forman; asb president 0607]
- you go to rite aid at least once a week
- starbucks, jamba juice, coldstone`s, quizno's are always choices for after school getaways
- you know all the words to "since you`ve been gone"