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went to irvine today,after a blah morning. (: i shouldn't have gone, but i knew that seeing my loved ones would pick me up. and boy did they.

irvine is really my getaway. somewhat. if i need time to breathe, i always think of riverside, and today was definitely worth it. even though deep inside, i knew i shouldnt have gone, because of work work work blah blah, but in the end, i loved it.

the fact that the concert, "the big show" held by the zeta phi rho brothers of uci was for a good cause made me happy. habitat for humanity to be specific. i want to volunteer for something again, and get that fulfillment that i felt just by attending the concert, more often. i got to see jamie and khrystyn, and they make me smile (:

then listening to CJ connection (my biiigg brooo! whooooo!) made me laugh. they are pretty good stage performers. while christine ofrecio has sucha soulful voice, while kristen dela cruz sang songs that felt sooooo awesome to here.

music is soothing for the soul

ooh and talking to my cousin after the concert, made me smile.

i wish i went to UCI more and more each time i go there. i dont know why. however, there must be a reason why im at UCR, and i think i know why. i just need to really make sure that i am right, before i make the decision of really transfering out. i don't know yet, but i am seriously contemplating about it, but i have to make sure, that UCR really isn't the place for me.  i cant think of reasons of why UCR is bad, but i can think of reasons why i should go to UCI. hmmm, this is going to take some time.

i have kristine's car keys, and a part of me wants to run away and just drive around riverside, and just think. think about everything, and take everything that i have. i get so caught up in my work and everything in between, i sometimes forget where i am, and who i have become. i really don't know what's up with my head these days. and i thnk me suppressing  is taking a toll on my health. these days, i get easily sick, but i know i have a pretty dang strong immune system ... well i guess not anymore.

sure, everyone has their share of bad days.

i just wished that mine didnt have to last for 03840385 hours.

i know i think too much. i really should stop that, because it really doesnt do any good for me. but i do it, because i am a very contemplative person. let's get this straight - i am not emo. i am just very contemplative, and i like to think about anything and everything, and i really dont think it's a bad thing.

at least, i am addressing all my suppressed feelings by thinking about them, instead of thinking that they don't exist.

i just need to figure out what's good for me. i need to figure out where my priorities should lie, because as of now, i think it's really messed up.

oooh, and i attached some of the music from the big show. good stuff. you should check it ouutttt