havent updated in awhile
so i shall update lol.
this weekend was rather eventful. maaaan, riverside is sooo hot compared to los angeles. i love home. ahahaha i love the blue skies, and i love the glendale breezies. heehehe..
sooooo organic chemistry was a lot better than i thought it would be. then again, i only got through the first third of it, which is all the basic stuff. lol, but if i study harder, maybe it`ll get easier? ahahha.
well, hmmmm...i got to see so many people this weekend. it was an amazing weekend. i got to hang out with some of the irvine ladies, and i had a surprise encounter with my favorite couple from irrrvinneee (: aaaahahahah loves it.
and i get random phone calls from kristine about her adventures in new york. (: makes meee smile! love hearing that my friends are having a good time this summer. i cant wait til i get off summer schoool so i can really REALLY live it up.
not only that but i got to see my cousins (: weeeeeeeeee. i <3 my cousins. they got my back fsho. and i looove love love LOVE it. LOL.
oh man, but as amazing weekend that was, i had the most amazing conversation with krystle diane. i love kool krystle. i dont know, but we just get each other so easily. i can pour my heart out, and its like, she understands me, because we go through similar things.
i am so thankful for the friends i have. even though we all go to different schools, its amazing how they still come around and just check on how i am, and it means a lot. even on my birthday, when i was stuck in riverside, they were there making the phonecalls, making me happy on a seemingly blaaah day.
but krystle. oh man, she opened my eyes to sooo many things about my life. and how life isnt perfect. how we cant always be happy, and that we need to learn from our mistakes to grow up. she also showed me that the people we meet really do play a role in our life, no matter how minimal.
so i just had this revelation. i can't ask for more than what i already have. i am already blessed with an amazingly supportive family, and i have friends who really do have my back. i cant be greedy and want more with life, because maybe, it's not my turn yet. i can't ask for perfection, because ... life isnt perfect. just be grateful for what i have.
she also taught me that its okay to complain, because we are not perfect. just as long we dont make the same mistake over and over again. we have to learn from everything, and become a stronger person.
and i am stronger person, ultimately. and that's all the matters.
maaan krystle and i ... we share that UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. can't ask for more than that. seriously. ugh, i love it.
rest in peace, joel ... you WON'T be FORGOTTEN<3
